Salam everyone
So I will be performing Umrah with my family in less than 20 days,
I was really pumped and excited for this since I saw this as an opporunity to really change my ways, become more religious (inshallah) and just become a better person.
I kind of �sinned� without realising though, and apparently prayers are not accepted for 40 days, which is where I became really demotivated.
So I went to a fortune teller not long ago, literally just for fun.... wasn�t really taking it so seriously but apparently if you see a fortune teller your prayers are not accepted for 40 days. I knew at the back of my mind that this was �haram� but I didn�t think it was super haram... like I thought it was just disliked I guess....
Anyway, I really want my Umrah to be accepted and rewarded the same way if i had not sinned! I am not really practicing at the moment but as I mentioned before I�m trying to change my ways and become religious.
Say if I had prayed and repented for this sin, and anything else I may have done unknowingly, will I be forgiven straight away and my umrah accepted or will I be forgiven but not rewarded as in my prayers are just accepted and my umrah is accepted but I won�t recieve the rewards such as any prayers I make there will not be accepted?
I�m sorry if I don�t make sense at the moment, I am very confused and I am a worrier type so now this will bug me forever and even when I perform my umrah I will be sad thinking it�s not even going to work/take effect since I messed things up from the beginning!
Please any advice with hadith sources would be much appreciated!
I�m actually so disappointed in myself :(
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