This is the 12th episode of the Prayers of the Pious Ramadan series. Sh. Omar Suleiman relates the du'a where ibn al-Jawzi worried his students would not find him in paradise, al-Mutarraf ibn Abdullah worried he would be made into a bad example for others.
[ Day 12 Du'a]
اللَّهُمَّ لا تَجْعَلْنِيْ عِبْرَةً لِغَيْرِيْ ، وَلا تَجْعَلْ أَحَداً أَسْعَدَ بِمَا عَلَّمْتَنِيْ مِنِّيْ
"O Allah, do not make a lesson out of me for others, and do not let there be anyone who benefits more than me from what You've taught me."